salam semua..
dah begitu lama hani xupdate blog nih..mula rasa rindu, ape gih, terus bukak blog2 semua org, abis tab..byk peristiwa berlaku spajang cuti ini..eh, sebenarnya, dua jer..
first, ayah hani jatuh kat tmpat keje..tempurung lutut dia retak dua...huhu, kesiannyer,dah la dulu patah kaki, skang jadi lagi..waktu tu hani tgh shopping, reunion wif my best fren, pastu dapat call, ayah ckap ' I'm in the hospital rite now' ...selamber je,trus hilang mood nak shopping..
sbb waktu tu, lutut dia dah xsakit, ya ampun, bila tgk gambar yg ayah hani antar, besar bengkak tu mcm belon..iiiyerr, pelik nyer..after operation, ayah demam malam tuh..bila tgk ayah kt menahan ksakitan, xtau nk ckp, rasa ksian, insaf, syukur sbb slamat operate smua bcampur aduk dlm hati hani..i hate those moment...i cant do anything to help ease the pain..except than doa..
But now, syukur la, dah pakai tongkat..xperlu dok dlm hospital lagi..kos bedah tu erm, Rm20,000 yup, cekik darah..nak wat camne...doktor tu yg tentukan..entah betul atau x tak tau la..dia tgk skit cedera kt, dia ckp ' nih, kena operate nih'.... 'eh, keadaan awk bahaya skrg..kalau xoperate, nnti kaki awk %^&* '.....paham2 je lar...
keduanyer, atuk hani dah meninggal dunia dua minggu lpas, sape2 baca nih, sedekah kan ye doa Al- Fatihah...skang hani xde atuk..dua2 dah meninggal..waktu suboh, abg ayah call..kata atuk dah xde..ari tu jgak kami pack n balik kg..ayah hani bru lpas kuar hospital..camne nak pandu..tepaksa mintak saudara dtg bwak kami ke kg...u know, dlm pejalanan tu, waktu kami telelap..hani tejaga..hani dgr ayah hani menangis..that was my first time looking at my strict father, burst ito tears...kat dpan kami dia nmpak teneng jer..
apatah lagi, bila kami sampai,org ramai dah kerumun rumah, bila ayah jalan, smua pandang, cause bertongkat...hani rasa segan plak dipandang2..Oh God, bila nmpak arwah, mata hani terus berair..ayah hani rebah terus...memang saat2 yg emotional..kali pertama juga, melihat org dikapan kan..hati ini jadi insaf..
hani sygkan atuk hani, hani pggl dia tokwan...semoga roh tokwan berada di kalangan org2 yg beriman, selamat dari seksaan2 kubur dan akhirat juga..I'm going to miss u....tokwan..hari raya without u was empty n sorrow..
But, life has to move on..we will remember you always..Al-Fatihah..
sorry to hear this..send my condolence to all
ReplyDeleteat least hani dapat juga tengok arwah atuk sebelum dikebumikan.macam z tak sempat langsung.up until now i fell regret about this.can't forgive myself for this mistake
hai hani...I'm very sorry for your loss. Harap hani and family bersabar dgn ujian dari yang maha Esa ya..
ReplyDeleteactually fizah nak reply comment hani on my blog...sorry sgt2 sebab fizah balas lambat..haha..
Well, to make it simple...keje kat Mcd ni best la jugak but sincerely, for me...sangatlah memenatkan. At first, I had to go under training for a week..masak fries, jadik cashier and runner...and finally baru dapat uniform after a week of training. Kat sana, every weekends mmg busy sgt...and especially on sunday. Fizah pernah kena extend sampai 12 jam...I felt really exhausted and mcm nak pengsan keje.
But, fizah dah resign...sebab nak rehat. Hehe..and my dad pun x larat nak amik tgh2 malam. Fizah kdg2 balik pukul 3 pagi...tu yg my dad x tahan.
Kalo hani nak keje..apa salahnya. You can get experience...and yg paling brst time dapat gaji la kan...ok.
chao!